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Mallika Khan

You Know It Still Rains

The house is struck with terror!

Or it could just be the weather.

The downpour slowly seeping its

way through the roof.

You could leave, you know.

He promised that you could

if it got worse.

"Still, what are the chances of

catching your death

from a few drips

in the mop bucket?" he says,

laughing. You stay quiet.


When does drizzle turn to rain?

Maybe it's when the

pitter patters in the attic

descend to thunderous booms

as he moves downstairs. You

check the bedrooms for

water damage while he's out.

The floods have flung open

your suitcase, splattering clothes

across the carpet. You realise he's

picking up the kids from school.

So that you don't get a chance to.

The shift comes at autumn time.

When your children

stop shielding themselves from

the torrent beat down

in the kitchen. It splashes onto

the walls, the plates, the table.

They lie afloat now, playing

with rubble like rubber ducks

at bath time. The forecasts

never predict how it can hurt

without ever hitting you.

He can't change. You know better.


It's time. Quickly. Hold your

young ones close as you

wade through the doorway,

spilling over the welcome mat.

You may be soaked to the skin,

but race for the streets anyway.

Let the puddles break upon you,

waves against anklebone.

Find somewhere safe.

Hope the storm runs off its slates.

Stay up to watch the sun rise

and kiss you goodnight.


You know it still rains somewhere;

but he won't find you tomorrow.


Transparent by Pichanan Saayopoua


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